Just my tree....and a few balls!!!!

Just a few pics of my beloved white christmas tree, which i bought to colour match my living room (sad i know) and because i couldn't find my other one i looked high and bloody low for the thing, so i gave up in the end, i can only assume i gave it to the ex-wife? otherwise the christmas tree fairy must of took it!!!!

Squirrels, a Monkey and a Musuem...

Last Thursday I had a day off, so decided to head to Bristol for a nose about as I’d already got all my Christmas pressies so thought I’d have a good time laughing at people panic buying and stuff, lol.

Went first to Bristol Museum as I’d never been before, didn’t bother with a map, that would be too easy so just used my famous sense of direction to find it and got lost, not that I expected any less and was only half a mile out to be fair to myself, that’s close for me, seen a squirrel on the way though which I would of missed otherwise by taking the so called ‘proper route’, the little nut nibbler….

When I finally made it into the museum, that was jam packed with school kids by the way, who all seemed to think they knew me as more than one of them said ‘alright mister?’, they must of thought I was a tour guide or something as I suppose I do have that intelligent and witty I-look-like-I-know-something-about-this-stuff-but-really-know-bugger-all look.

Spent a while perusing around the museum and then spotted my squirrel friend’s long lost buddy, stuffed and all god bless him, showing what happens when you nibble on one too many nuts!!!

Seen a big gorilla too and a few Egyptian mummies, so all in all quite a good museum, plus I saw an animal that reminds me of someone from work, I won’t mention no names the picture says it all…..

The last picture made me jump and gave me goose pimples, the resemblance is uncanny, lol.

After seeing the last thing or whatever it was, I had to leave the museum, I was still shaking walking out of the place but then five minutes later it started hammering down with rain and I got drenched, that soon woke me up I can tell you.

Just spent the rest of the day looking around the shops and sampling a few Christmas ales and a big german sausage (not that kind there was a german xmas market there).

Nearly crippled myself from walking so much too, shows how unfit I really am, I had to try my best when walking out of the train station when I got back to beloved Port Talbot from looking like a limping twat in front of all the workers heading home, my feet still hurt now and its two bloody days later!!! 

An update, two years in brief!!!!

How do I sum up the last two years my life? Lol, the last time I wrote on here I was engaged and writing about how much I loved my beautiful fiancé etc., since then I’ve been married, got divorced and had the most amazing little son in the world born, so I guess you could say a lot has happened.

I have more regrets than I could ever count and really wish my life hadn’t gone this way these last few years, but I can’t change any of that, only the future, I will always care for my ex-wife no matter what and want to see her happy as this is all I’ve ever wanted from day one, she is a fantastic mum, so I can see why my son loves her so much (you can see it in his eyes), I’m so sorry for the ways things have turned out, there’s not a day goes by that I don’t wish it could have been different but I can’t have no regrets anymore they don’t work, they can only hurt and I just can’t hurt no more, onwards is the only way forward now.

So despite everything that has happened, I do feel truly blessed to have such a beautiful and fantastic son, who is growing up so quick, I can’t believe how much he changes everytime I see him, he is so full of life and never fails to bring a big smile to my face.  Words cannot express how much I really love him, he’s a little ball of bubbling energy and is learning so much everyday, he really does amaze me, I can’t believe how much he picks up on stuff and what with his tiny mannerisms too and little mumbled talk, I’d love to know what he trying to say, lol, it takes my breath away just watching him.

The question is what now then? and god only knows is my answer, just enjoy every second with my son and try to be happy in my own lonely little world, lol.

Christmas is coming, so I have my shiny white tree up already with snowman lights, so nothing left to say I guess apart from Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everybody and I hope somebody actually reads this stuff, Paul’s followers = zero to date but I suppose that makes sense with one update in two years!!!!.

Over n out.